so long

Wow, it has been a while since I've been back. This doesn't seem to be working out like I thought. Oh I guess I have high hopes but if I don't have a constant reminder I will forget like a big dog. Well, it has been 22 days in the new year and nothing spectacular has happened except Barack Obama was sworn in as the first Black President. That was exciting. It was a historic moment for all Americans but how come I don't feel excited like everybody else. To me it was just Tuesday. I feel so detatched and unfeeling, I just don't get excited about anything anymore. I don't have any passion for anything. Life to me is just one big passage of time. Man I feel like I'm wasting space.

Meh.

Until whenever