crumbling

Have you ever felt as if life as you know it is crumbling down around you? I have been feeling that way for quite a while now. It seems as ever aspect of my life is going to the pits. Fortunately, I am still employeed and have a roof over my head but my home life is crap. My kid and I are at each other's throats on a constant basis. I feel so tense and unhappy all the time. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I'm losing it.

I don't find solace in my favorite activities anymore. I feel like I'm just going through the motions most of the time. I realize that many people are struggling and basically just trying to stay afloat. My situation isn't as dire but I feel like it is. Maybe I'm overreacting and stressing out. However, it just seems like the stress is building instead of waning. I just hope I don't go over the edge. I really hope I don't cause I feel scared by the things that come out of my mouth, the things I think.